I found my fiance Raymond was kissing his mistress Marina after I fought desperately to finish the killing mission he assigned to me. Marina was terrified by the blood all over me, and he responded by kicking me straight into the pool. When I woke up, he was sitting by my bedside, his voice gentle—yet it had nothing to do with my injuries. "She was just frightened. I reacted instinctively to protect her. She did nothing wrong." I let out a cold laugh, "Are you afraid I’ll kiIl her behind your back?" His face darkened instantly. "The Organization forbids infighting.” "This ends now. We'll postpone the wedding until next week. Just don't embarrass us in front of the subordinates." I nodded but wiped my memories and severing every tie, I faked my death and left the Organization. One day, a man stepped into my shop and asked me, Kathy, why have you ignored Mr. Dawson's recall orders all these years? Do you realize he destroyed the entire Ironveil Cartel for you?" I paused, a book still in my hand. "I'm sorry, but I've had my memory wiped. Who is Mr. Dawson?" --- I discovered the truth about Raymond Dawson and Marina Lowell in the early hours of our wedding day. I couldn't find him and assumed he'd been sent on an urgent assassination order. Instead, I found him on the terrace of our estate, kissing Marina—the very girl I had saved. I approached silently, raising my hand to crush his throat. My fingers were grazing his carotid artery when Marina shoved me into the pool. My head cracked against the pool wall. In that burst of pain, my mind went deathly still. It was happening again. Everyone who mattered to me eventually gravitated to Marina. Five years ago, I rescued Marina from an interstate trafficking ring. Since she was fifteen, I had kept her close, treating her like a sister. I taught her intelligence analysis, brought her onto my team, and gave her the safest logistics work. She was innocent, sweet, and always smiling, like a greenhouse flower shielded from every storm. After every bloody mission, she had a hot meal waiting. My teammates—men who lived with death—went from wary to softened by her warmth. "Finally, the team has a real woman," they said, right to my face without hesitation. Now, even the man I had loved for ten years, the man I was supposed to marry soon, was no different. When I woke up in the Organization's clinic, Raymond was sitting by my bed. But he didn't ask about my injury. "Kathy, don't take it the wrong way. Mari was just joking. If it made you uncomfortable, I won't do that again. "You saved her. She has no one else and has suffered enough. Don't hold this against her, okay?" I looked at the scar on his collarbone—from a bullet he'd once taken for me—and smiled. "Raymond, are you saying all this because you're afraid I'll kill her when no one is looking?" His expression darkened. He squeezed my hand hard, evading the question. "I know you're angry, but the Organization forbids infighting. "This ends now. We'll postpone the wedding until next week. Just don't embarrass us in front of the subordinates." I pulled my hand away and looked out at the dark night sky. He started to speak, but his encrypted communicator vibrated. My eyes were sharp enough to see the name: Marina. She claimed she was frightened and having heart palpitations. He glanced at me, his tone softening. "A new target just popped up. I have to handle the setup personally. Get some rest." He didn't wait for an answer. He left quickly—faster than he ever moved during a mission. That was the last time I saw him. I lay on the clinic bed, staring at a notification on my phone, "Memory Coding Overwrite—Start Your Life Anew." I had never tolerated betrayal. Once something was tainted, I never touched it again. So I let go of Raymond—and the decade we shared. When I walked out of Project Oblivion's lab, my mind felt wiped clean, sharp yet hollow. Some memories were locked away like encrypted archives. I knew they existed but had no access, no desire to retrieve them. The overwrite process required two stages. I had to return for final stabilization in seventy-two hours. Relying on residual muscle memory, I returned to my apartment in the Organization's safe house. The iris scanner authorized me, and the door slid open. Raucous laughter drifted from inside. "The Eastern Europe mission was a success! "Mari deserves the credit! She did us proud!" I walked into the living room, and the laughter died instantly. Raymond stood up, asking reluctantly, "Does your head still hurt?" I touched the bruise on the back of my skull. "Even if the injury were ten times worse, you'd never punish the person who caused it." The room went silent and tense. Elizabeth Harper, my partner for years, stepped forward with a forced smile to smooth things over. "Kathy, perfect timing. This is Mari's victory party. Her intel helped us eliminate the target, and Mr. McCord commended her personally." She shoved a gift box into my hands. "You brought Mari into Lycoris. It's only right that you give this to her." I didn't want conflict—not before leaving for good. I held the box out to Marina. She reached for it. The moment our fingers brushed, the box slipped and hit the floor. The face of the high-end tactical watch inside shattered against the floor. Marina's eyes welled up instantly. "Kathy, I know you're mad at me, but this watch was a gift from everyone. How could you..." She choked back a sob. "Are you still angry? I was just joking around with Ray. You misunderstood." Seeing her cry, everyone rushed to comfort her, turning on me. "Kathy, don't be like that. Mari cooks for everyone. She aced the mission. Can't you let her enjoy one day?" "Why are you always so cold? Do you really think you're in the right all the time?" I looked at the faces of people I had known for years, feeling nothing but disappointment. But the person looking at me with the most annoyance was the fiancé I had loved for a decade. "Enough." Raymond's voice cut through the chatter. He bent down, picked up the watch, and placed it back in my hand. "Mari was acting on Mr. McCord's orders. She did well. "It's fine if the gift broke. I'll get it repaired. You can give it to her again. But from now on, treat her better." His tone was calm, but his grip on my wrist tightened, grinding bone against bone. I ripped my hand away. "Don't bother. I won't be working with her anymore." I took a step back. "I'm moving out." Chapter 2 Before I could finish speaking, Marina's wailing intensified. "Kathy, are you kicking me out of Lycoris?" She whipped around to face Raymond, tears streaming down her face. "Ray, what am I supposed to do? If I go out there, those people will kill me." Raymond's expression darkened. He looked at me with cold accusation. "Katherine, are you seriously using your rank and power to push around a helpless girl? Have you no shame?" Before I could answer, the others chimed in, their voices sharp and condemning. "Katherine, you know the rules. If one of you has to leave, it's obviously her. You're practically sending her to her death." "What a cold-blooded killer. She'd even turn on her own." Elizabeth looked pained. She stepped forward and grabbed my arm. "Kathy, let it go. You were a rookie once, too. Show some mercy." I looked at Elizabeth, and my chest went cold. Years ago, she had tripped an alarm during a mission. I had already evacuated, but I went back alone, dragging her out from under a pile of corpses. Covered in blood, she had gripped my hand and sworn she owed me her life. Now, she stood against me, pleading for the girl who was stealing my fiancé. "Liz, leaving is my choice. Besides, I never said I was kicking her out." Raymond cut me off sharply. "Haven't you made enough of a scene? You're just jealous." He glared at me while comforting Marina. "This is entirely my fault. If you have a problem, take it out on me. Mari is young; she doesn't know any better. Why are you so fixated on her?" The intense emotions, compounded by the instability from my memory wipe, sent a sharp pain shooting through my temples. I didn't have the energy to argue anymore. Pressing a hand to my throbbing forehead, I turned to leave. "Kathy! Don't go, please." Marina suddenly lunged at me, throwing herself at my legs. Her sharp fingernails dug deep into the skin of my ankle. Reflexively, my muscles tensed, and I jerked my leg free. I didn't use much force, but to the onlookers, it looked like I had kicked her. Marina let out a shrill scream and fell backward, her left hand twisted at a wrong angle. Raymond shoved me aside. "Katherine, I am so disappointed in you!" Marina cradled her wrist. "My fingers... I can't move them..." Raymond held her, looking at me with a level of disgust I had never seen before. "She works in logistics and intel—she needs her hands to do her job. Were you trying to take that from her?" He scooped up Marina, who was nearly fainting from her sobs. As he passed me, he dropped a cold, harsh warning. "Katherine, if you don't want to do this work anymore, leave. Out there, without us, you're just another nobody." The room fell silent as everyone filed out. Even the newest junior recruit sneered as he brushed past me. "Katherine, face it—you're not in your prime anymore. Throwing a tantrum over a man? Grow up and take a good look at yourself!" My nails dug into my palms, but I swallowed my rage. When Raymond called, I was sitting in the study of our leader, Travis McCord, filing my resignation. Travis sounded completely calm. "Kathy, you paid off your debt to the Organization years ago. Your contributions since then have exceeded that tenfold." He looked up, his gaze sharp. "I just don't understand. Your wedding to Ray is coming up. Why quit now?" I gave a bitter smile. "Whatever we were—it's gone. We're finished..." Before I could finish, I noticed the communicator in my hand was active. I had accidentally answered the call ten seconds ago. Raymond's voice drifted from the speaker. "Katherine, what did you just say?" I raised the device to my ear, keeping my voice steady. "I'm outside. You heard wrong." Silence stretched on the other end before his tone softened. "You left your dagger here. Do you want to come get it?" It was a folding dagger we'd taken from a target's vault after our first joint mission, ten years ago. Later, he had carved our initials into the handle. He once told me, "If I ever stray, put it right through my heart." I'd kept it close for a decade, guarded it like it was precious. But this time, it left me completely numb. "Just keep it there," I replied indifferently. "We'll talk about it later." I lowered the communicator. Travis slid an encrypted chip across the desk toward me. "This is what you're owed. It's enough to start over anywhere. As for your other choices, the Organization won't interfere." Back home, a splitting headache drove me to bed early. In the middle of the night, the faint sound of footsteps jarred me awake. I bolted upright to find Raymond standing there. "I brought your dagger." He placed it on the nightstand. I glanced at it. "Thanks. You didn't have to come all this way." He shook his head. "It's been with you for ten years. It's seen everything we've been through. "Katherine, we've been together a decade. We've survived so many life-or-death situations. Why let a small misunderstanding ruin everything?" Fragments of memory surged uncontrollably through my mind. I remembered him shielding me during a mission, taking a bullet to the shoulder that nearly cost him his arm. I remembered him carrying me through the rainforest for nearly a hundred kilometers after an explosion left me unable to walk. I remembered taking the fall for him the first time, enduring torture, and him swearing with red-rimmed eyes that he would never let me down. Those were good times. But his voice dragged me back to the present. "Mari's finger is just fractured, but she needs rest. "You'll cover her logistics for the next few days. With the wedding coming up and everyone's eyes on us, we need to make it look normal." I spoke calmly, "Raymond, I don't want to marry you. Not anymore. So why should I put on an act for everyone else?" Chapter 3 He looked at me like I'd just said something ridiculous. "Katherine, since when did you start pulling this dramatic crap? "You're slipping. And I'm done entertaining it." I lowered my gaze, a mocking smile playing on my lips. I thought bitterly, "Raymond, do you honestly think I can't live without you?" When I stayed silent, his patience snapped. "Just cool off. Mari needs someone with her. Her fever isn't breaking, so I have to go watch her." The door slammed shut with a heavy thud. When I woke the next morning, my eyes fell upon the dagger on the nightstand. In the dim light, the inscription was clear, "R.C. & M.L." M.L. for Marina Lowell. This wasn't my dagger. I opened the hidden compartment in the headboard. My dagger lay there, quiet and still, inscribed with R.C. & K.M. So that was it. He had duplicated our sacred token for Marina. Without hesitation, I contacted the Organization's Security Department and wiped my access permissions for the safe house. Then I grabbed my bag and checked into a cash-only micro hotel downtown. The surroundings were unfamiliar and noisy. Even though I had to stay on guard, I felt a sense of freedom I'd never known before. However, the next day, I received an urgent order from Raymond to report to the Organization's infirmary immediately. I didn't want to go, but my fund transfer wasn't complete yet. I couldn't risk raising red flags, so I had no choice. The moment I stepped into the familiar hallway, someone lunged at me. Raymond slammed me against the metal wall. He pressed his forearm against my throat, his eyes wild. "Speak. What did you do to Mari?" His voice was tight with suppressed rage, his words cruel. "You know what Mari went through as a child. She has severe PTSD. Are you trying to drive her insane over some petty jealousy?" "It wasn't me." The pressure on my throat made my voice rasp. "I haven't set foot here in two days." Elizabeth and a few other core members walked out, but no one intervened. They just watched with cold suspicion. "Katherine, there's no point denying it," Elizabeth said. "Who else could do all that—get around the surveillance, get in close enough to scare Mari, and still slip past Ray?" Just then, the sound of Marina crying drifted from the hospital room. I shoved Raymond off and walked inside. Marina was curled up in the corner of the bed. "Look closely," I said. "Was I the person you saw last night?" She recoiled sharply, her eyes widening as she looked up, and let out a piercing scream. "Don't touch me! I'll give Ray back to you, just please let me go!" She grabbed the metal cup from the bedside table and hurled it at me. I tilted my head to dodge, but the rim grazed my brow. Blood trickled down the corner of my eye. Raymond shielded Marina with his body. "Get out! Stay away from her!" he barked at me. The others crowded around her, murmuring comfort, casting looks of blame in my direction. I wiped the blood from my face and walked out. Raymond found me after I'd cleaned the wound. His expression was still dark. "Mari is unstable. You need to be more understanding." I met his gaze. "It's fine. I won't hold it against her. You're the one juggling the mission and a patient. That must be exhausting." He paused, clearly surprised by my reaction. "I'm glad you understand." He reached out to check the cut on my brow, but I took a step back. His hand froze in mid-air, then slowly lowered into a clenched fist. I looked at him calmly. "I have to say this, though. I had nothing to do with it." He gave a cynical, arrogant smile. "In all of Lycoris, who else could have pulled it off? Did Mari frame herself? She's not capable of something like that." Seeing his certainty, I realized there was no point in defending myself. I took a deep breath. "Raymond, I'm breaking..." "Ray, it's bad!" Elizabeth ran over. "Mari is having another episode. She's cowering in the corner, crying, and won't let anyone near her." Raymond's face fell, and he immediately turned to run back to the room. Watching him walk away, I finished the sentence in my mind, "I'm breaking up with you." Tomorrow was the second memory overwrite. After that, he, Lycoris, and this whole rotten mess would be out of my life for good. I turned to leave this suffocating place. I had just reached the bottom of the stairs when I heard faint footsteps behind me. Before I could react, a sharp blow struck the back of my neck, and everything went black. Chapter 4 Consciousness returned with a splitting headache. I came to, finding myself strapped to a metal chair. One look around confirmed it—I was inside the organization's secure interrogation room. The door opened, and Raymond walked in. His face was cold, his expression steely and focused. "What do you want? Let me go!" I rasped, my voice weak despite the anger fueling it. He shook his head. "Mari has been diagnosed with severe PTSD and spotty memory loss. The doctor says the tendons in her fingers are permanently damaged. She'll never lift anything heavy again." "And what does that have to do with me?" I shot back. He stepped closer, looming over me. "You assaulted a logistics officer. That is a serious violation of our core rules. As the executor, I have to follow protocol." He signaled the door, and two masked enforcers stepped inside. "Proceed." Raymond signed the order with quick, aggressive strokes. "Raymond, you can't do this to me!" My voice trembled. He didn't even look at me. He simply turned and walked out, shutting the door firmly behind him. One of the enforcers approached, sliding thin probes connected to a machine into the back of my neck and temples. He leaned in close with a cruel sneer. "Katherine, someone put in a special request for you. Don't worry, I promise this won't leave a single mark on your skin." The device hummed to life, and the pain was instant. It felt like liquid fire was coursing through my nerves, stabbing deep into my brain. My muscles convulsed, and the pressure behind my eyes grew unbearable. I bit my lip until I tasted blood, but I refused to cry out. Time lost all meaning. When the restraints finally clicked open, I slumped out of the chair and onto the floor. My vision blurred; my ears rang. The world around me felt muffled and distant. They dragged me to the confinement room and dumped me on the floor without a second thought. I curled into a ball in the pitch black, hugging my aching body through the rest of the night. The next day, the door opened. Raymond stood in the entrance, blocking the light. Using the wall for support, I hauled myself up. I pushed past him and stumbled out, my body screaming in protest with every step. "There were too many witnesses last night. I had to go by the book." He looked at my condition, his expression torn. "I know you hate me, but rules are rules. I couldn't let you get away with hurting Mari. "Take some time to recover. I'll handle your missions for now." He trailed me down the hall, his excuses grating on my nerves. Suddenly, Marina's scream pierced the air. "Ray! Where are you? I'm scared." Raymond froze. He looked at me, offering only a clipped command, "Go back to your room. Don't cause any more trouble." Then he turned and bolted toward the sound of her voice. At that exact moment, my communicator screen lit up. The final fund transfer was complete. Fighting through the pain, I left the building. I hailed a cab and gave the driver the address of the laboratory. I leaned back in the lab chair as the doctor attached sensors to my temples. "Once the program starts, you will fall into a deep sleep. When you wake up, all your past troubles will be gone." I closed my eyes and felt my consciousness slowly slip away. My memories began to dissolve, fading one by one into nothingness until they were gone completely.